Heart broken
In pain

Took too many
Saw lights

Felt cold
Oh so cold

Why did I do that

I see a doctor
A hospital
My mom

I wonder what is going on
I hear a voice
A voice saying she’s gone

She overdosed
She did too much
went too far

I fall out of place and come back days later
I see a funeral
My funeral
Everyone’s there
Everyone’s crying

Am I dead?
Why did I go so far?

I hear music
Faint, distant music
It becomes louder
I see a ceiling
My bed
My room

It was just a dream.

I pick up a pill bottle
Take out a few
Crush ‘em
Snort ‘em

Suddenly the room spins
My dream is starting to come true

I feel someone shaking me
I awake for real this time
The pills and the bottle are still next to my bed……..