bartenders blueshere i am once againbartenders blues
serving up ur tonic and gin. smiling at all of the jokes
of all u drunken folks
sometimes im busy
sometimes im not
sometimes i get dizzy thinking,
i cant possibly poor one more shot.
some say they r my friend
some say they r my enemy
but i kno in the end
they all wish they had been me
the
u and ia love worth living is a love worth having.u and i
i loved how u were so enthusiastic u loved how i was myself i loved ur sense of humor
u loved my fiestiness i loved how u wold hold me u loved how i smiled when i was around u i loved how u had liked me for so long but remained speachless u loved how i liked u back i loved how u cared
u loved how i was there i loved how u called everyday
u loved how i was a tease
i had my doubts
u said i shouldn't
u said i love you
i stopped talking for i was speachless.
how u treat mewhy do u always leave ur supposed to be therehow u treat me
i love u so much i can't let u jus go its not my fault u leave this is just how u treat me
everytime u leave u take a peice of me
everytime u leave uit hurts at little more
one day i'm ur little girl the next i'm a bitch that u couldn't care less about
ur the one man that will ever be able to treat me the way u do
all i ever wanted as a kid was to kno u
now all i want is to forget all about u
or for u to be there and stay
u kno how i joke about me being ur reacurring nightmare well
Any Addict KnowsAny addict knows that horrible feeling when self-control... doesn't exsist that need, overwhelming takes control of your mental beingAny Addict Knows
that rush... metal meeting flesh that fix always telling yourself... just this once, to get you through just enough to not be too much
dripping down slowly each bead... each sweet sigh of relief ...until you need it again the pain comes back the shallow relief doesn't last but any addict knows that horrible feeling when you lose self-control
Sins In Vainyour black heart cackles in laughter telling me of your life in sad stories never letting me forget there ever after your sobs of saddness bringing me to my kneesSins In Vain
i know what your going through every feeling you have i've felt oh, if only you knew just how you use to make my heart melt
i know how it feels to have your heart broken its really confusing to feel so lost your paying for all the things you did, your sins i feel bad, because its at a terrible cost
you know the reason i relate you were the reasons for my fate what this person is
LSDmy pulse races so fast and my felings hide how i wish this would last so i wont feel insideLSD
Oh how it tortures me, Yet is so bittersweet, How I long for its embrace once more, But all I feel is agony and nothing but sores
a sugar coated pill every time i need a bit more i will take it till someone helps my tortured soul
I wake up wanting more a bad taste in my mouth some vomit on the floor is this even my house?
where am i know? where has it taken me some strangers dwelling place? but im to blind to see
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